CA92612.adrian

Why do you hide?
In your clouds of fluffy white,
Don’t you know I need you
Every day, and every night.

I ask you simple questions
But I feel I am a bore,
I want you to speak with me,
I don’t want to feel ignored.
Why do you not answer me
anytime I ask?

What do you want from me,
What is my lifetime task?

Can’t you ever show your face,
Or embrace me with a hug,
why are you so far away
As I kneel upon my rug.

Sometimes I feel I’m talking
To a vacant sky so blue,
One time can’t you answer me
When I’m speaking just to you.

Christmas is coming and everyone is rushing for their christmas shopping. Would be nice if you’re family and friends are coming and spend the night of christmas caroling. Gifts and more gifts are waiting to the people who needs christmas blessings. Nice rhymes…Just missing the good old times with friends and family back in PI.

Happy Holidays everyone, wishing you more blessings and happiness!!!

adrian:)

Its been almost 7 years since i left PI and i thought i will never miss it. Guess I’m wrong! iv been influenced by many people whom i really look up to on what to do in life. i though it will be simple at first. You know, finish high school, get to college here in US and get a BS degree , get a decent job, meet a beautiful partner which will be sooner will become my wife, and start my own family. i already accomplished the first 3 of it and im on my 4th one but its getting tougher and tougher as i grow up and become more mature. i went back and visited PI last ‘05 searching. i was able to meet my old friends and spent time with them. it was cool at first but when the time went by that i have to fly back to CA. it  became more true that life is tough. Thinking i will miss the people that i grew up with and leaving the people that i love.

Well now, im here again in CA, trying to survive on this modern jungle and try to accomplish one phase of my life so i could get to the end of it. Have this long distance relationship for a year and i thought at first, it was great. But believe me, its a  pain. its a pain that i chose to live with thinking theres a happy end to it. i just hope i will be stronger and hope this time im right on my decision. Thanks for your time reading this…til my next blog.